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I have decided to draw Totoro or the Catbus :D
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I am happy.
I am tremendously excited.
I am very busy.
I am on the verge of being overstressed but I've got things at the moment...i think.
I think Russel Brand is fricken awesome;)

:heart: My best friend since second grade is getting married in two weeks.
:heart: My grandparents' big anniversary party is next weekend.
:heart: I am almost done with my online class...last thing due on the third.
:heart: My new job starts on Tuesday.
:heart: I need to design and make a banner for the anniversary this weekend.
All awesome but stressful things that I wish I had more time to prepare for.

:) My boyfriend sent me a picture of a carcop in San Francisco..he's my favorite:heart:
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greyblue

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.less than awesome, better than horrible.

I can't wait till summer is here.
I can't wait till the semester is over.
I can't wait till I know what direction my future will be in.
I can't wait till I'm less busy.
I can't wait till I have the time to spend time with the people I care about.

I can't wait till I can feel the sun warm my skin without any hint of cool.
I can't wait till I have the money to get new clothes.
I can't wait till I know what I want to do with myself.
I can't wait till my heart feels light.
I can't wait till I have courage all the time instead of just sometimes.

I can't wait till everything is okay.

I wish I was stronger.
I wish I could make up my mind.
I wish I wasn't afraid.
I wish I could protect everyone.
I wish I had everything together.

I wish I wasn't a little self sabotaging.
I wish I was who I wanted to be.
I wish I wasn't lazy.
I wish I knew the right words to say.
I wish I really was SuperGirl like I tell him.

I wish I could fix everything.

I am happy I have become more comfortable and confident in myself.
I am happy I found a voice.
I am happy with the person I have become.
I am happy that I can just feel happy.
I am happy things are turning green again.

I am happy to have my friends, whom I love.
I am happy to have my family, who will always stand with me.
I am happy to have my mister, who makes me smile and crazily believes in me.
I am happy that my earliest class isn't before 10 am.
I am happy to be at the U.

I am happy to have art.

I am lucky to have people who care about me.
I am lucky to be healthy, physically and mentally.
I am lucky to have the luxury to complain.
I am lucky to not have to worry about where I'll be sleeping or what I'll eat.
I am lucky to be safe.

I am lucky to have such an amazing sister, who I know will always have my back no matter what.
I am lucky to be pretty..thank God for good genes XD
I am lucky to be alive.
I am lucky to be free.
I am lucky to be at this point in history.

I am lucky to be.

I need to learn how to trust people better.
I need to learn how to trust God.
I need to learn how to manage my time.
I need to learn self discipline.
I need to learn to not be as self centered.

I need to learn believe that people actually care sometimes.
I need to learn to be proactive.
I need to learn to be driven.
I need to learn to be more open with my feelings.
I need to learn to not revert back to old behaviors (AKA the girl who never spoke) and not let others influence me.

I need to learn to be wise.


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School has pretty much taken over my life, but I did get a new canvas this week...YAY! :D &I'm working on this sketch that I would be really excited to transport to canvas.
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